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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
hey everyone!
it has been a while since i;ve last blogged. been busy and lazy. just got back from hong kong on sunday and i totally enjoyed myself there. its been a very hectic last few months for me and i hope things do come into place eventually.
anyhow, after reading timmys blog, i've come to find something to start blogging about. some of the things he's blogged about started to get stuck in my head, and i just had to do this.
its been such an experience, to come out from acs, and into sports school. honestly at that point of time, i didnt think it'd be that big of a difference to me. but in fact, it's changed me, from what i was to what i am. even now, i still cant help but think whether it was all worth the while. has sports school really helped me? it got me thinking, and i've come to the conclusion that it's changed me to become a better man. however the things i've been through in this school was not even close to what i've experienced in barker. this is especially the case for the friends i've come to meet. you'd think it wierd, but in barker i have never had experiences that bad like backstabbing, bad mouthing, or even intimidating somebody to the point that he has no motivation to do anything. i've found so many self centered people in sports school, where they only think about themselves and not others. just because im not close to you doesn't mean im any different from the rest of the people around. in barker i've found friends who care for one another, who would even get into trouble to help one another. in sports school, you wouldn't even be anywhere close. however, the hardships i endured in sports school, such as being constantly pissed off by the soccer players, has helped me become a better person. and in a way i thank god for his blessing in disguise.
friends. they come andd they go. but how do you give up or forget friends that have helped you struggle the way i did? how do u forget people who you have come to be partners with, or even companions that have to go through the same struggle as youself. school is coming to an end, and i have always been waiting for this day to come. however i never expected this to come. soon i'll be parting most of my sports school friends, and especially the golfers whom i came to this school with. its not easy to be in a totally different schooling system then them. the next time we meet, will we be just strangers again in each others eyes? or will we be what we already are, a team?
even the teachers which i've come to respect so much, will soon be preoccupied with more students. just like how me and ms chua have come so far to be on such good terms, she's gone in a instant.
relationships. its hard to tell love from infatuation. and in sports school it's been more friends then anything else. but im sure everyone knows how i'm feeling. im still trying to move on from something that never began. i dont understand why it's hard at all. im starting to think its because im just so used to feeling this way that im always feeling like this. but how do i move on from here? its becoming more than a feeling, it's becoming a burden.
eventually i'd have to face up with what's done and what's to come. i'm looking forward to this and i truely wish that i'll be able to meet everyone who i've struggled with again in the future.
life's so fragile and i guess sometimes you just gotta endure the hardships and push on, knowing that god has a plan for each and everyone of us to succeed.
live by faith and not by sight.
and to those i've not spoken to because of time restraints,
MEL: hey. it's been a while. i'm so sorry i've been quite a bitch lately. i've been so mentally exhausted that i just cant talk to you over the phone for long hours like i usually do. lets catch up soon yeah?
STEPH: chewing gum for cute present in town yes yes ?
SS GOLF TEAM 2005: i hope u guys have a great year ahead in the aut course. i'm looking to seeing you guys in 2007 ready to compete. i'll see you guys in the national team(:
RACHAEL: im so so sorry i haven't called you in so long. its nice to know you still remember this brother of yours(: i'll try help you to sell those annoying tickets of yours k. ill see you soon i'm sure.
TIM: hey i'm sorry if you got cheesed off when i played golf with u in hhong kong. i didnt know my remark about your golf grip would have pissed you off. anyway thanks for being there for me through it all, especially during the strangling thing. you've been there for me and just know that i'll be there for you whenever you need me.
GEORGE: hey. it's been great having you as our leader even though you weren't asked. you've been such a great motivator and to see how much you have improved in this short period of time truely impresses me. i hope you break through from the rest and stand out from the others. cheers.
anyone else i've missed i'm so sorry.
take care(:
to say you're the only one,
when nothing else can change my mind,
thats love.
simple-d ! 7:55 AM
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