fairytale of dreams

2011-09-05T07:09:00.001-07:00

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

2008-07-02T23:18:00.000-07:00

EVERYONE SHOULD JUST SLEEP IN CLASS AND NOT BOTHER ABOUT ANYTHING!

2007-11-28T22:46:00.001-08:00

you don't know me,
And you don't even care.

2007-03-01T03:19:00.000-08:00

Is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around, Comes all the way back around

Birthday party chalet on the 13th at RTC. going romp2 at night. gimme a buzz if i forgot to call you.

2007-02-14T08:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY SELF AWARENESS DAY.

Valentine Card, $3
Chocolate Box, $5
Chocolates, $40
Flowers, $60
Her love, Priceless.

There are some things money cant buy, for everything else, there's mummy.

Thanks mel for that one single rose ha.
Franco i swear you're fucking gay.
Thanks Jeric for an awesome day.
Thanks Sarah for a great talk.

Thanks valentines day for reminding me im single.

2007-01-18T03:57:00.000-08:00

hello!

i've not been blogging for like, forever.
so lazy la. and no one actually reads my blog so im like writing to myself.
ha ha.

anyway just a quick catch up on what i've been doing.
its summed up with the word training.

cant wait for first 3 months to finish and for school to finally begin. its been so boring so yeah!

eh i've watched this 1 litre of tears show. shit its damn sad. like, ): ): ):
ok im not gonna elaborate but its really sad you should all go watch it. the last episode was like, CRY LIKE A BABY.

so anyway, ill see everyone around soon, if you still remember me of course. >_>

2006-12-26T05:23:00.000-08:00

hey everybody.

wow its been a while since i've blogged. wonder who still checks my blog out.

anyhow been away the past couple weeks playing golf and having a whale of a time basically. been clubbing the last 3 nights so i decided not to go out today. cant wait for the new year to come ? im gonna start working pretty soon just to pass the 3 months so make sure u drop me and sms and ill tell you more about it yeah?

so been back home pretty late last few nights but it was awesome to meet everyone again together. pretty content with year 2006, which had its ups and downs but i guess thats just life.

sorry if its a really short post but i cant think right now so cant really blog much! haha.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL.

ill probably post once before new years again.
cheers!

The line is being drawn through my heart
And we're conceiving fires through our thoughts
And you're just like me
And You're just like me
This is everything I wanted to tell you
I'm still in love with everything about you
And I feel the wreckage from everything you do
And I'm tired of still waiting..

2006-12-02T09:23:00.000-08:00

(:

i actually quite enjoyed this week. went out a little more here and there but didnt train any less.
oh oh lennard and errol came back. so we've been hanging out alot lately. and stupid sidne yeo(the @!#!$! who thinks im hitting on his cousin) totally ditched me today again?? hahaha.

so today i slept through the whole morning and went for a gym and short training session in the afternoon. went dinner with kw, mable(whatever), patrick tang, dianne and lennard. the queues at taka were so long that we decided to hop over to paragon and got ourself a seat at that xiao long bao place. so we ordered and stuffed ourselves up before heading over to my place for some gambling(SHH SHH). haha.

oh thursday went to zouk at night and it was awesome. managed to hang out with errol and lennard that night. errols quite a pimp man. haha. and santos is just uhh,....... (x
went back and crashed over at errols place along with santos, eunice and zuhui. santos cant ever keep his mouth shut at all can he?

and well we were invited over for sentosa trip with the girls on monday. lets see if errol wants to go? hahah.
i know what lennard wants(X

tomorrow george,gregory,max,lion and joshua coming over to jcc for a training cum practice round. so i better get to sleep now(OH CRAP ITS almost 2am already)

anyway my national youth trials are coming up next week! (OH FUCK CANT GO FLOW)
better wish me well yeah?

cya all and BUY ME CHRISTMAS PRESENTS OK(:

2006-11-25T02:31:00.000-08:00

hello.

so the holidays haave officially started! well, its suck so far though.
my vocab so far only consist of one word.

TRAIN.

so anyway lets try to remember the memorable parts.
oh yeah yesterday went to town to meet samantha(not the one you think). she owes me ice cream. anyway, bought a pair of puma shoes i wanted(:
then tim han and me went to mandarin hotel pool to chill before heading to davids bar. love to relax there. and do the things me and han do best(:

so yeah basically thats about it. i didnt go for surge because i was too tired.
and i swear han comes up with the stupidest jokes ever.
it went something like this,

"if farmer A sells apples,
and farmer B sells blueberries,
what does farmer C sell?"

i dont know, oranges?

"he sells medicine. PHARMACY."

so yeah anyway i was glad on tuesday when i went back to collect report cards, was able to see majority of the sec 4 batch again. been a while since we all got back together. anyway basically its the end of sports school. cant call me a ss student no more. but im looking forward to meeting these great atheletes once again in the future. and i think its sarahs party this thursday or something ?
anyhow went to vistapoint with hk after the report card thing for breakfast. he's still as boring as ever. some things never change! haha.

and im looking forward greatly to the youth trials. i finally have game and if i manage to put things together, im sure ill be one of the top few qualifiers no matter what anyone else says.

qun just left for shen tzen(or however the hell you spell it) and hopes he plays well like he usually does!

so anyhow ill be still hanging around trying to be better in one way or another. ciao!

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
You're finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain .

It ends tonight.

2006-11-19T07:53:00.000-08:00

heyyyyyyyyylo.

so anyway holidays just started for me. everyone has more or less ended their o levels. so im supposed to be having fun right?

NO.

i'm made to train every single day from like day to night because of my mum. and my holidays seem worst of then being in school. sigh! and now that school is over, i pretty much won't be able to see my friends any time soon. it's quite miserable. and i realised how unreliable my barker friends are.

"i'll meet you at 1030 - 1100 i promise!"
leon calls him at 1130.

*NO ANSWER*

1200 "HI LEON I JUST WOKE UP"
"!@#@!$ @!$@!$#@! @! @!$#@!#@!$# @!$#@!$@! $@!#@!$#@!#!@"

so yeah. and for some reason or another i owe leo $55.

anyway friday night went to davids bar. somewhere along muhd sultan. omg its a very nice place to hang out really! the tables are beds and it's really nice to relax. but what sucked so bad was the very next day when i had a hang over. omg first and worst hang over i've ever had. and i didn't like it! NO MORE BEERS LEON.

and you know sports school sucks so bad. there is no grad night. like grad night(prom) is like what i've been waiting for since sec 1. but i guess its because we only have 40 people in sec 4 in ss.

and lately i've been wondering why i've been hanging out with people so much older than me. but its pretty cool. they're so much easier to talk to. but they talk about wierd things like their stupid cars or stupid girls and whenever i talk its like talking to a wall. ):

so anyway i have this orientation camp in school tomorrow to introduce the new sec 1s next year coming to our school. it'd be so cool. im gonna see how they suffer hahaahaaaaa.

so anyway here's to all my friends who just finished their o levels and to all my 2006 classmates,

HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON.

2006-11-08T07:55:00.000-08:00

hey everyone!

it has been a while since i;ve last blogged. been busy and lazy. just got back from hong kong on sunday and i totally enjoyed myself there. its been a very hectic last few months for me and i hope things do come into place eventually.

anyhow, after reading timmys blog, i've come to find something to start blogging about. some of the things he's blogged about started to get stuck in my head, and i just had to do this.

its been such an experience, to come out from acs, and into sports school. honestly at that point of time, i didnt think it'd be that big of a difference to me. but in fact, it's changed me, from what i was to what i am. even now, i still cant help but think whether it was all worth the while. has sports school really helped me? it got me thinking, and i've come to the conclusion that it's changed me to become a better man. however the things i've been through in this school was not even close to what i've experienced in barker. this is especially the case for the friends i've come to meet. you'd think it wierd, but in barker i have never had experiences that bad like backstabbing, bad mouthing, or even intimidating somebody to the point that he has no motivation to do anything. i've found so many self centered people in sports school, where they only think about themselves and not others. just because im not close to you doesn't mean im any different from the rest of the people around. in barker i've found friends who care for one another, who would even get into trouble to help one another. in sports school, you wouldn't even be anywhere close. however, the hardships i endured in sports school, such as being constantly pissed off by the soccer players, has helped me become a better person. and in a way i thank god for his blessing in disguise.

friends. they come andd they go. but how do you give up or forget friends that have helped you struggle the way i did? how do u forget people who you have come to be partners with, or even companions that have to go through the same struggle as youself. school is coming to an end, and i have always been waiting for this day to come. however i never expected this to come. soon i'll be parting most of my sports school friends, and especially the golfers whom i came to this school with. its not easy to be in a totally different schooling system then them. the next time we meet, will we be just strangers again in each others eyes? or will we be what we already are, a team?
even the teachers which i've come to respect so much, will soon be preoccupied with more students. just like how me and ms chua have come so far to be on such good terms, she's gone in a instant.

relationships. its hard to tell love from infatuation. and in sports school it's been more friends then anything else. but im sure everyone knows how i'm feeling. im still trying to move on from something that never began. i dont understand why it's hard at all. im starting to think its because im just so used to feeling this way that im always feeling like this. but how do i move on from here? its becoming more than a feeling, it's becoming a burden.

eventually i'd have to face up with what's done and what's to come. i'm looking forward to this and i truely wish that i'll be able to meet everyone who i've struggled with again in the future.
life's so fragile and i guess sometimes you just gotta endure the hardships and push on, knowing that god has a plan for each and everyone of us to succeed.

live by faith and not by sight.

and to those i've not spoken to because of time restraints,

MEL: hey. it's been a while. i'm so sorry i've been quite a bitch lately. i've been so mentally exhausted that i just cant talk to you over the phone for long hours like i usually do. lets catch up soon yeah?

STEPH: chewing gum for cute present in town yes yes ?

SS GOLF TEAM 2005: i hope u guys have a great year ahead in the aut course. i'm looking to seeing you guys in 2007 ready to compete. i'll see you guys in the national team(:

RACHAEL: im so so sorry i haven't called you in so long. its nice to know you still remember this brother of yours(: i'll try help you to sell those annoying tickets of yours k. ill see you soon i'm sure.

TIM: hey i'm sorry if you got cheesed off when i played golf with u in hhong kong. i didnt know my remark about your golf grip would have pissed you off. anyway thanks for being there for me through it all, especially during the strangling thing. you've been there for me and just know that i'll be there for you whenever you need me.

GEORGE: hey. it's been great having you as our leader even though you weren't asked. you've been such a great motivator and to see how much you have improved in this short period of time truely impresses me. i hope you break through from the rest and stand out from the others. cheers.

anyone else i've missed i'm so sorry.
take care(:

to say you're the only one,
when nothing else can change my mind,
thats love.

2006-10-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

howdy ho.

the highlight of the week definitely has to be last night man. i stayed over at chris' place. so me and aaron and chris went to town to grab a bite and introduced them to like leo, chusheng and sidne. then we went to clark quay and wanted to go attica. the queue was super duper longggggggggggg. so we went to one night stand. oh man it was so hotttt. finished at like 3am. so this morning i went with them to train and we had to wake up at 8 because chris has lessons. man i could barely keep my eyes open! so yeah i spent the day practicing and helping aaron download his songs(he was sitting in front of the computer for 6hours at least).
well i'm actually gonna go back to school early tonight so i can sleeep. really tired.

bYe!

LAM ZHI XIU SO STUPID IF I GAVE HIM A PENNY FOR HIS INTELLIGENCE I'D GET CHANGE.

2006-10-04T04:05:00.000-07:00

hello.

just played sentosa this afternoon. so fun so fun. i saw CHRIS MARIOTT and i was quite stunned for a second or two. realised i should just grow up and be a lil more mature. i mean things happen for a reason, and i shouldn't hate him for stupid reasons. he's still a nice guy i bet.
so i think joshua and tim were pissed i won most of the skins. haha. so we went to eat lunch(fully paid by the loser TIM) haha. then we went putting skins and tim totally kicked my ass and made me the loser boohoohooo. hahaha.
so went home, and just slep my way through. i kinda injured myself yesterday but i'm feeling a whole lot better.
i cant wait to go to school to take pictures with the hot swiss girls! (: (: (:
so anyway, i have tuition at 830 tonight for stupid chemistry test SIGH.

oh and here is a super gay photo i found in my com HAHA.

thats the 4a 4b retro + nautica themed photo haha.

YO MAMA SO FAT SHE WENT BUNGEE JUMPING AND WENT STRAIGHT TO HELL

2006-10-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

church today was super refreshing for some reason. maybe it was because i met alot of friends i haven't seen in a long time!
or maybe... NEVERMIND.

YO MAMA SO OLD SHE KNEW BURGER KING WHEN HE WAS A PRINCE.

2006-09-29T02:40:00.000-07:00

YO!

this week was pretty much the same, boring!
anyway its so coool that hot swiss girls are staying on my level on the BOYS SIDE because they are super duper omg hot! they walk past us and time suddenly slows down. haha. ok enough about them, school was like, holiday camp or something. except when u see those hot swiss girls training in the pool every morning when we're in school. STOP STOP no more hot swiss girls. ok so today was boring because i had a math make up test but i bet i scored well i STUDIED. yes u heard me i studied. well since there are hot swiss girls around i have the motivation to. (: SHUT UP LEON.
and this boring old man in school was teaching us about presentation skills and besides everyone in the class besides george falling asleep, he was pretty uhh... annoying. couldn't wait for him to finish.
so this weekend is gonna be screwed up again because i just realised i have octoberfest tomorrow GOSH i totally forgot about it. ): there goes my saturday!
anyway gonna play sentosa on monday and wednesday. cant wait. i have this cool course booklet drew gave me and i bet its gonna help me lots!

anyway next saturday or probably sunday, me and tim gonna hold our party at cine lan private rooms for our cs party then early dinner or whatever.
remember, we're CLUB CHAMPIONS 2006 (: and fellow PSGEGA drop outs. haha. man i'm actually feeling kinda proud about it.

so here's to everyone else who's gonna have a good weekend ):
CHEERS!

2006-09-24T04:00:00.000-07:00

hello.
oh gosh went to cocolatte last night and i came home super later. and i remembered i had a golf game in the morning. ZZZ. so i went there this morning with my eyes barely open. i had to partner ang ching leng! that's like, instant lost right! i lost like fifty bucks. he didn't even help! he helped to tie two holes and the rest i did the work oh gosh. BLAH IM NOT HAPPY I NEVER EVER LOSE MONEY OK.

but nevermind haha.
anyway i gotta rush down to swensens for HOLE IN ONE DINNER WOOHOO.

and a quick shoutout to tim:

WELL DONE OMG CLUB CHAMPION AND HOLE IN ONE WINNER GOSH YOU MAKING THE HEADLINES OR WHAT! HAHA. NEXT WEEK CHAMPIONS PARTY YEAH! CONGRATS AGAINN.

well after swensens also gotta rush back to school so i might not blog for much of next week yeah.
take care everyone.

All that I am,
All that I ever was.
Is here in your perfect eyes,
because they're all I can see.

2006-09-21T06:44:00.000-07:00

heyyy.

school's been kinda boring this week. had two make up tests. ill pass but i doubt i'd do any better than that.
anyway i've just been officially resigned myself out of the sports school training because i'm basically sick and tired of the way chris is working out and i'm disappointed because he's taken me to a new level since i've entered sports school, but somehow half way he's learnt this word called favourtism and whenever u see a coach with that quality, you probably would be doing the same thing as me.
i've moved full time for the past 2 weeks to drew and heartland in jcc and i swear i'm starting to kick some nasty butt.
a good sign was me winning my club championship which shows that progress is showing extremely fast.
i'll be away for tournaments alot in october - december and its a good time for me to show my true colours.

thinking back on the other, 'better' things in life, i feel that i've missed out alot but that does not mean its a bad thing. for one thing me moving out of hanging out late at night and all that stuff with 'those friends' have really better myself as a person. the fun i was enjoying isn't gonna last because in the end i'll lose out.
on a good note all these trainings and competitions have driven my mind away from TWO SILLY THINGS that have been oh so dear to me.
1) GIRL(S)
2) HAIR
well you don't have to be a genious to know that i really couldn't care less about relationships right now. no doubt in my mind i dwell about how nice it would be to be in one, but the thought of late night phone calls, movies, long walks in town and pointless hang outs isn't just what i wanna be involved right now. and you also wouldn't need to be a genious to know how my hair looks like right now because i really couldn't bother.

there' are only three main things in my mind right now and they are good enough to push me and spur me on.
1) golf
2) please my parents(they've invested in me so much that i'll never be able to repay them now matter how rich or how capable i am)
3) ): // <3

on a happier note,
OH MY FUCKING GOSH TIMOTHY HAD A HOLE IN ONE THAT DAY I WAS PLAYING GOLF WITH HIM!
WHAT THE HELL!?!?!? i was standing beside him and he hit this wonderful shot and i was like, crap its near the hole. it jumps and plops goes into the hole from 190m. and he didn't fluke it! ): WHY WHY WHY.
haha. anyway well done tim! he got like $1500 for that. food and self expenditure. I WANT.
it will come ok.

well everyone doing o levels i wish you goodluck and hope to catch up with everyone soon!

byebye!

Lying here with you, listening to the rain.
Smiling just to see a smile upon your face.
And these are the moments I'll wait all my life.
I found all I've waited for and I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes, seeing all I need.
Girl, I think you are it's everything to me.
These are the moments I know heaven must exist.
These are the moments I know all I need is this.
I have all I've waited for and I wish they were mine.

and just alone lying here,
with a single drop of tear,
i know something's getting clear.

2006-09-17T04:10:00.000-07:00

hey!
today concluded the all so exciting JCC MATCHPLAY CHAMPIONSHIP.
im so happy to say that....

I WON I WON I WON I WON I WON I WON HEARD ME I WON I WON I WON I WON I WON I WON.

ok right now that's done,... lets see how it happened.

played my quarter finals against CHONG ZHENG. won 5 & 4. he obviously isn't too familiar with the course layout haha.

played my semi finals against non other than ANG CHING LENG. haha. won 4 & 2. i was 5 up with 6 to play and a one hour rain delay screwed my momentum abit. but i birdied 16th to finally end it off on a good note.

today was the finals, and it was hell of an exciting one.
i was 2 up on the first nine. some interesting things that happened on the front nine...
2nd hole i hit iron off the par 4 tee and went behind a tree. had to lay up for a bogeye. harry(my opponent), hits a driver, has 60meters left, and hits it into the bunker, then skulls the following shot to the back of the green, plays double and my bogeye is good enough for the win.
4th hole i hit it into shit, almost ob. and he had easy 2 put win.
5th hole i sunk a 12 footer for birdie to win.
6th hole sunk another 12 footer for birdie to win.

now the back nine was where it got interesting.
after 12, i was 1 up after dunking my second shot into the water on the right for no reason.
on the 13th, harry hits a nice draw which catches the edge of the lamp post on the left and hits straight back into the water. i was freaking lucky! back to 2up.
on the 14th i hit it 20meters right of the green. hit a great chip but missed the 6footer to halve the hole. back to 1up.
on the 15th, hit a GREAT DRIVE OMG SO FAR. and harry was 15meters behind me, hits it to 2 feet. i was thinking, wtf do i have to do to seal this game. i hit it to 5 feet and sunk it to halve the hole. he was thinking now what HE had to do to win me. remained 1 up.
on the 16th harry hit an excellent approach to 2 feet and i had like 20feet for birdie. i 2putted for par and harry chokes the 2 footer. apparently his ball was in a hole and it jumped straight left when he put it.
on the 17th i missed easiest up and down to halve the hole. all square going to the last now.
on the 18th...................... i hit 3 wood into rough. harry hits driver center. my ball was like plugged in the rough but it obviously rolled there so there was no relief. i hit it 50meters, and had 200 meters for my 3rd shot. harry hits another 3wood to 60meters left. i hit 3 wood over the green by 20meters on a downhill slope. harry hits it to 10feet. i over chip and it rolls to the front of the green. i was thinking, fuck this is over 2 putts for him to win. i chip the ball and it rolls into the hole. i fell to the ground and went
OH MY FUCK. harry 2 putts and its play off time.

1st play off hole(10th), i hit tee shot into water. harry narrowly avoids water. he punches the ball into the hazard on the right of the green. and i told myself, hit it on the green 2 putt bogeye and ill probably half the hole. i slice my ball into the same shit as him. he takes THREE SHOTS to get out. and was 6feet for 6. i was 3 in the hazard, so i just needed to get it on. my lie was SHIT and i skulled the shot into the back bunker. hit an amazing shot, which lid the cup, tap in 6. harry sinks his putt and we go to the 11th.

2nd play off hole(11th), i hit right almost ob but it was ok. harry hits into the hazard, and decides to play from there, hits an ok out, but tops his 3rd shot. i lay up nicely and hit it close to the hole for a birdie and to finally... seal the match!

ok it was interesting at the end but quite lucky for me. harry could have easily won it but thank god for the luck he has shone on me this time round.

looking forward to some story telling in school! haha.

oh i added photos on friendster finally!

http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?p=e&pid=347101263&uid=13722477

well mentally exhausted gonna rest abit before heading back to school byebye!

2006-09-12T00:07:00.000-07:00

hello. just got back from school. well it was another boring day at school again. absolutely nothing to do. so i headed home instead. gonna head to training soon.
was at lams house, there he was bragging about how good he was at dota yada yada yada. and obviously its the complete opposite of what he normally says la.
so the rest of the guys are at sentosa playing serapong. bet they're having the time of their lives. oh go see timmys last post its pretty funny. the quiz thing he did haha.
www.v4valentine.blogspot.com
well gonna slack a while before dad comes. chao!

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on my mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on my mind

2006-09-10T20:01:00.000-07:00

HELLO.

GUESS WHAT. I DIDN;T KNOW I COULD NOW BLOG IN SCHOOL.
stupid school blocked every single thing i dont even know what they put computers here for anymore haha.
anyway it was a really good week. caught some singapore open action and my favourite to win did me proud (: ADAM SCOTT WINS AND HE'S LIKE GOOD AND HOT AND IM SO GONNA BE LIKE HIM EVENTUALLY. haha.
anyway saturday was my club medal cum qualifying for club matchplay championship. was supposed to play with chong zheng and jason but jason decided to sleep at home and not come. fuckerrrr. so some other guy joined my flight and he's quite a horrible player. shot +1 and was seeded 1st(:
my opponent for matchplay was non other than stupid CHONG ZHENG. yeah sunday played against him and won him 5&4. haha. oooooopsies.
anyway im back in school now. been a while since i was here haha. i just did my math test and got like 18/20 (:
so school's getting more boring because i have nothing to do anymore and all i do is sleep in the library with other boring people. and i think i owe the library LOTS AND LOTS OF MONEY shit.....

well cya everybody.

2006-09-06T03:16:00.000-07:00

hey. this week was pretty exciting! the dbs junior champs held at seletar had a really close conclusion. after the first day, lion was in the lead and joshua was solo second with 6 people tied third with just a 3 shot difference. im very happy for george foo who finally snatched the lead from lion to win! he's hard work has finally paid off(: everyone from the sports school did really well too.

Boys A Division

1) George
2) Lion
3) Timothy
4) Leon
5) Gabriel
6) Jason

yes i beat gabriel again HA HA.
oh and congrats to gregory for his THIRD win omg. the foo brothers win both titles.

Boys B Division

1) Gregory Foo
2) Nicholas Smitts
3) Eugene Sim

it was a good attempt by nicholas to get back to lead but gregory was just too good hhaa. eugene sim 3rd ? hahahaha.

so anyway it was a pretty good tournament. gonna head down to sentosa this few days for singapore open to see some of the worlds best in action(:

on a sad note, Ms chua has left):
she's one of the best english teachers i've ever had and she will be deeply missed! Take care and see you in christmas ms chua!

well take care guys and see ya soon.

PS: MEL WONG CAN U FUCKING SEND ME THE PHOTOS ):

2006-09-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

hello.

welll its been quite a fun week! one of the better weeks of the year. so we started off with our class photos. it was embarrassing because stupid sarah had to choose the class theme "nautica". the other classw as retro and it was so much cooler man. so i dressed as some pirate person hahaha. ill post some photos next time round when i get them. but it was so embarrassing. haha. but everntually the photos turned out pretty alright i bet.
so after that was our farewell party for miss chua our form teacher. she's leaving to america tomorrow so we had surprise party for her on wednesday. well until it was ruined when stupid shu yong went to tell her. i remember when i was in the library that very same day before the party and i asked mr ho whether he wanted to go for the party. and shuyong was there. and she scolded me for telling everyone the surprise. uhh?!?!?!?!
so we ate and ate and popped balloons and had photos taken.
thursday was staff day. the golfers went to perform on stage with the 80's retro theme. the day turned out really good and i bet everyone enjoyed themselves alot. everyone was trigger happy with the cameras though. haha. will post them up next time round.
yesterday went to sentosa for krunk. was pretty alright i guess. well everyone turned gay or something haha. ended up going home around uhh, 5am ? yeah woke up at 5pm today and i was too lazy to get out of the house.

well take care everybody!

2006-08-26T08:18:00.000-07:00

hello.

so today was pretty fun. george's birthday had a twist haha. we went to occ, and we see this HUGE ASS bus. and we were like what ??? then we hopped on and they fetched us to god knows where in kranji or something. haha. we went to this battlesite, and his dad was giving us a history lesson. all of us were gonna die out of sheer boredom. its GEORGE'S SWEET SIXTEEN and we're going for a history lesson ??? then we hopped on the bus after 30mins and headed to some god forsaken place called NEO KIEW ROAD or something like that. we went to this farm and it was pretty packed for a place in god knows where. we went to this bistro and the food came(probably pre-ordered). omg it was hell GOOD man. all of us were eating non stop. then we had this short tour of the farm. headed back to occ where we went to town. went for dinner before catching love wrecked. ok love movies are a NONO for leon. his mind starts wondering of the places where it shouldn't be going.
right here comes the highlight of the night, CHU SHENG gives me a lift home, and i met his parents. went into his huge ass car and when they asked me "what school are you from?" , i knew that was the end of it. they started asking me questions NON STOP till my door stepped. omg i nearly died. first thing i did when i went home was drown like this 1.5l bottle of water down before taking a breather. i swear i was sweating already hahaha. -0-!!!!

anyway im gonna shower, STILL SWEATING. haha.
church tomorrow man!
byebye

2006-08-25T19:18:00.000-07:00

well, after a long and hectic two weeks, i guess i ended off on a pretty good note. could have been much better but well, thats that.

anyway staff day is coming up and i don't even know what performance i'm going to do yet.
oh and a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEORGE! gonna head to his birthday party at occ soon. he refuses to tell anyone what he has planned. haha.

oh so i've registered for a few overseas tournaments and im quite excited to get a ball rolling and start playing some better tournaments. i think the only one in singapore would be the DBS but its crap because age limit is 16 or something.

yesterday went to town to get george's birthday present and at the same time met up with juncai and his friends. i swear chu sheng is the most unreliable piece of shit ever do not ever plan to meet up with him because its as good as going out alone.

next friday is krunk and i think my mum booked a chalet that night. so im pretty excited because i haven't been out partying in quite abit. hope to meet up with loads of familiar faces haha.

anyway i have like $100 more worth of weasley church tickets to give out today gosh. i tried giving all away yesterday but im still left with so many. maybe ill rush down after george's birthday if i really got the time.

anyway timmy is on his way to give me a lift to occ so gotta go. ciao!

2006-08-22T03:47:00.000-07:00

The familiar face in my dreams, is the tenderness that I await
Even though tears flood the skies and earth, I’ll never let go
Every moment passes in loneliness, because I have made a promise
Deeply touched moments between us, love must wake up
Throughout the ages only love will remain as a myth
Perpetual motion of tides will never bring regret to the promise of true love
After many painful toilings and struggling in the dark
Hold our hands together, never to part again
Love that is capped by snow, will only be melted by the embrace of true hearts
The flame of love on a lamp in the wind never decreases and dies
Waiting for flowers to bloom, spring comes and goes,
Time laughs because I’m a fool
Heart is as cold as steel, letting the world to ruin, but I’ll always be missing you
Throughout the ages only love will remain as a myth
Perpetual motion of tides will never bring regret to the promise of true love
After many painful toilings and struggling in the dark
Hold our hands together, never to part again
Happy or sad times, its only love that’s the eternal myth
No one forgets the ancient promise
Your tears become colourful butterflies on the sky
Love in the wind letting both hearts to fly freely

You’re the only beautiful myth in my heart

i swear this song is damn good haha. well today was pretty much a screw up and i really couldn't help it. nothing was really working out so ill just have to hope for the best tomorrow to redeem myself a lil bit. heh. well chao.

2006-08-21T04:15:00.000-07:00

hello. almost a week since i've blogged. lazy la.
anyone so my pesta sukan ended in a disaster. the only upside was that i was able to beat jonathan sham AGAIN despite playing like a moron.

so a week of tournament is over, and a new one comes up. this time its the Singapore Open Amateur Championship, and i hope i can get a good showing this time round. great to see some overseas friends, like stupid shawn who made me pay for him dinner during his last visit. haha. he's staying over and tims place now i think.

anyway i've been playing a little more golf then i normally do lately. hopefully that'll help me a little. so got alot of things on my mind but i think ill make it through in some way or another.

anyway just had practice round today. then went over to lams place for a while before going for tea break or whatever u call it at sicc because his girlfriend was there. he kept hinting for me and xiu to go somewhere else because he wanted to be alone with her. haha. so we went bowling and i proudly won xiu by one point. i bowled and hit 7 pins down but they gave me a strike and xiu was going bonkers hahaha. i finally broke the 100 barrier ahhahaha. its been a while ok. i hit like 3 strikes and 2 spares. like whoaa.

oh yesterday went to practice after church. then went to grandmas place for dinner. steamboat AGAIN. always the same thing everytime u go there haha. met up with all my little cousins again. pretty cool.

yeah well im going for dinner now then gonna sleep early i have an early game tomorrow. blegh!

2006-08-15T01:39:00.000-07:00

hello.

just got back from scc. didn't have a good start today. but i kinda have faith that im gonna play well tomorrow and qualify. i just know it inside. so im not too upset with my 81. plus alot of people played worst them me so what can i say haha.

well this weeks gonna be pretty slack since school is kinda over already. just tournaments and more tournaments. its time to get myself prepared for the future man. haha. whoa leons talking so deep man.

so anyway i think jonathan leong is a bitch he punched my hand and it hurt so bad i couldn't play golf today haha. but he is so cool he gets to drive his car around omg): i wanna i wanna.
AND AS USUAL, I BEAT JONATHAN SHAM AGAIN. sigh wishful thinking that u can beat me man!

anyway gonna go out with lam for tea break now to relax; ciao.

Autumn brings a song I sing so desperately
These shattered dreams from broken wings of love
October skies and city lights were all a blur
And high tide came washing them away
I said, alright, alright, alright
And you make the calls tonight
I surrender, this is for real
Church bells ring
The North Star seems so far from me
The costal plains is where my shame shall lay
Autumn trees they shed their leaves to live again
The cold air brings clarity to me
I've been running to nowhere
And I feel something's getting clear

I am for you;

2006-08-11T02:35:00.000-07:00

hey.

its been a while since i've blogged. just been really really lazy.
so anyway i've been training a whole lot because the next couple of weeks are gonna be busy with tournaments.
oh yeah today we got back our o level results.

i PASSED (:

im really glad i passed because thats one hell of a burden gone man! and as usual timothy received a F9 again. gosh!
haha so went to town yesterday after quite some time. met many familiar faces again. hah. so nothing much has changed really. well nat stole my guitar from my house so i bet its not gonna come back in one piece haha.
anwyay, gotta get going. take care guys.

An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.
And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.
We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But i couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore...
Your not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

2006-07-28T00:19:00.000-07:00

hello.

im in the SDC now. desmonds still trying to win me in carom but obviously he's attempts are gonna be FUTILE. hah. anyway today was a short day with school starting at 9 and ending at 12. im gonna head back to my room for cup noodles soon.
anyway i haven't been training the whole week because i've been busy with school. tuesday i had to go biobrain in NgeeAnn. wednesday i went to labrador for the most boring field trip ever. heh. and yesterday i had to go to KAMPONG GLAM. ahhaha. we ended up at beach road coffeebean drinking and chatting.
so yeah i have training later and i really don't wanna go.

bye.

2006-07-21T02:37:00.000-07:00

so i know this girl,
who drives me out of this world.
its not that easy to keep it in,
and right now i need a shoulder to lean.
i've been trying to get it out of my mind,
but it seems like you're there all the time.
life's been tough but im hanging on,
wishing this feeling didn't have to last so long.
in my heart she's all the things i'll ever desire,
but all i can do is look from afar and admire.
i don't have to see you to know what i want,
but sometimes i feel that i just simply can't.
everybody knows that i can walk away from this,
but i know that its you that i will eventually miss.
wished i knew what should i do,
i can't live a lie and you know that it's true,
its hard to live another day if its one without you

2006-07-20T23:25:00.000-07:00

hey.

im in school blogging right now. everyone has after school programmes except us sec 4s so we're kinda free right now. probably gonna head home soon. anyway yesterday and today kinda sucked because we had tests, and at my worst 2 subjects biology and social studies. hopefully the teacher will believe my crap answers. yesterday after lunch we went to little india for some field trip. we ended up eating pratas and naans or whatever u call them. haha. quite good ok. there's this restaurant that is like MacDonalds just that its INDIAN. its like indian fast food haha. today was cool because we got to use the lan room after school since we were free. at least with my ramon around its much better. uncle harry is leaving boarding so it'd be kinda saddening. hopefully soon enough aunty queenie will leave because she's not understanding at all. she sucks. honestly. but there's nothing i can do about it and ill leave it as that.

anyway shit kinda happened yesterday and i just wanna say that you're very lucky to get away with it. so please don't do it again or it might be your last.

well gonna start packing and start leaving now. take care y'all and have a great weekend. i know i will anyway.

2006-07-18T19:03:00.000-07:00

hello. im in school right now. i've finished my work so i get to use the computer. hah!

today we're gonna go to the track and field finals and cck stadium. gonna be hell noisy man. but tonights gonna be fun. oh yeah.... i lost my schoolbag. DONT ASK HOW. i think the cleaner aunty took it and ran away with it. my poor pencil box): and all my hidden stash of food, all MISSING. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

oh yeah,...
yesterday was ariels birthday. so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIEL.

oh and i want to emphasize the fact that mel said she'd call me back in 5mins but she ended up falling asleep. that MORON.

oh yesterday went to scc and met jon sham there. i still can't believe he's trying to beat me at Singapore National Amateur. i mean thats a complete joke. he won't even be close. just like LAST YEAR when you were blabbering about how its home course advantage for you and yet you got thrashed by me. i mean you didn't even qualify for the freaking matchplay so what the hell ? hahaha.
oh so i was at scc right, and i played against gabriel. OWNAGE. i mean, he has never beaten me since the time we came into sports school until now. ha. oh right so at night it was supposed to be study time but i was in benjamins room playing his need for speed. he is a freaking cheat. he has infinite nitrous and he has a button that makes his speed jump straight to maximum in a button. so everyone was like shit what a freaking cheater, and then he said why don't you try the cheat. so we did, and we realised the cheat was extremely addictive so we didn't mind hahha.

anyway i heard some things about this particular guy in my level and the things he said weren't exactly nice and he better make sure its nothing bad or ill take his face and slap it then kick him in the beanbag and dump him in the dump and then ill kill him.

oh you should read desmonds blog its really funny. i better start linking everybody.
oh chinese listening that day was kinda boring. it was pretty easy though.

well gotta go back to class soon. ciao.

2006-07-16T06:51:00.000-07:00

hey. well, schools about to begin. this weekend felt really fat. well, because all i've been doing is eating, lazying around and being a real pig. oh well. heh speaking of pigs, i left my present in school. its a soft toy of this really cool pig that looked so adorable i had no choice but to buy it. and well, its for your birthday.

well. lifes been pretty good to me. well i'd say that because i got praised 3 times this week. ha. well the maths teacher said i suddenly became really enthusiastic in class. the only reason she said that is because i handed in all my homework(LOADSofthem) and everyone else didn't. heh. and during chemistry i wrote the answers on my hand and after class the teacher called me to speak to him in private, and i was like, im doomed. and he said "well leon..... you're doing really well this module, keep it up. should have seen the sigh of relief i had after that, it was HUGE. haha.
and oh yeah golf. im kicking ass. gotta practice loads more though.
well take care guys. o levels chinese listening tomorrow. good luck everyone!

the reasons are gone,
for why i was holding on to you.
i tried so hard,
to be the one,
i don't know who i've become.

2006-07-11T20:45:00.000-07:00

hey im in chinese class blogging now. i'm real bored so i just decided to blog. well theres freaking o level chinese oral later. and im the last one to get tested so i bet im gonna sleep in the waiting room. how boring.
anyway its my dads birthday this weekend. and i haven't gotten him anything. doubt i will, after what's happened. but yeah.
schools been pretty good lately. teachers have been complimenting on how im improving and yada yada. and my golf is peaking at the moment. which isn't too good since singapore national amateur is still a full month away. well im just gonna keep doing what im doing and hope for the best.

oh and you know what. KRISTIN IS DAMN HOT(:
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN HOT<3

2006-06-27T04:02:00.001-07:00

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present.
For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.

You attract others with your joy and passion.
Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.

Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.
And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.

You connect best with: Wood

Avoid: Water

You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

What Element Is Your Love?

Your Lucky Underwear Is Red

You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself.
You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed.

When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world.
So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you!

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

You Are 34% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're a little addicted to love.
You won't do anything for love, but sometimes you do more than you should.
No one's worth losing your head for - because in the end you'll only lose your heart.
Don't avoid falling in love. Just make sure you don't get too hooked.

Are You Addicted to Love?

Your Ideal Pet is a Big Dog

You're both energetic, affectionate, and a bit goofy.
And neither of you seem to mind very slobbery kisses!

What's Your Ideal Pet?

Your Hair Should Be Pink

Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.
You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.

You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes...

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your Love Style is Pragma

You believe love is logical - or at least it should be
You've thought a lot about what you want from someone
And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement
You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love
All you've got to do is meet the perfect person!

What's Your Love Style?

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I can pass this guy."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir

So what if you're a little nihilistic at times?
Life with meaning is highly over-rated.

Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Your Hillbilly Name Is...

Henry Lee West

Hillbilly Name Generator

Exotic Dancer Name Is...

Ice

Exotic Dancer Name Generator

What Your Underwear Says About You

You're a total rebel who doesn't conform to any rules. P.S. - It's a jungle down there!

You're also way too lazy to do your laundry more than a few times a year.

The Underwear Oracle

Your Outrageous Name is:

Neal Downe

Outrageous Name Generator

2006-06-26T03:12:00.000-07:00

2days MC ):
oh wait thats a good thing.
(:

had barbeque at jerms place on saturday. pretty awesome. his condo is pretty cool man. well was a nice way to end off the june holidays.
i finished exams last week. talk about late eh?
sunday went back to brmc after a couple of weeks of church hopping. well was nice to see everyone. went for 830. and once again jeric was late.
well went back to school last night. everything's still the same.
but it was nice being back.

but im home now again so who cares!

ciao.

2006-06-23T08:34:00.000-07:00

You are 67% Pisces

How Pisces Are You?

67% only):

You Are Smokin' Hot

You're a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal.Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally.

Are You Hot?

whoa shit IM HOT MAN(:

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.And in return, you expect the same from who you love.Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.You probably have had a couple significant loves.And you may have even had your heart broken.But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is high.It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.No question, you like to be the one calling the shots.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

ok whatever!

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

uh huh.

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.
Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.
With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

NONSENSE.

Your Penis Name Is...

Thrill Drill

Penis Name Generator

HAHAHHAHA.

You Are 46% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

HEARD THAT?
okok last one now.

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)
You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.
Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

2006-06-17T21:18:00.000-07:00

so maybe i've got a lot to learn
or maybe i'm justa hangin' on my words
or maybe it's not a big concern
but if i raise my head  would i understand why i'm
better with you

so maybe there's not a lot to say
or maybe i'm wrong doin' things my way, yeah
or maybe things will be okay
if i get it together
and do something clever
i'll make it better with you

so tell me where did i go wrong before you
before you came along
well it seems like i was lost
you showed me how to do things right
now i'm so glad that now you're mine..

so lemme say it all again

so maybe there's not a lot to do
or maybe i'm justa makin' myself confused
or maybe i've gotta nothin' to lose
but if i get outta line
just tell me you're mine
and how im better with you

so tell me where did i go wrong before you
before you came along
well it seems like i was lost
you showed me how to do things right now i'm
so glad that now you're mine

so use me dont let me screw it up
i believeyou oh and i need your touch
just a little spice of you
could never be too much
i believe you oh and i need you now
to make it better off somehow....
to make it better off somehow

so tell me where did i go wrong before you
before you came along
well it seems like i was lost
you showed me how to do things right now i'm
so glad that now you're mine

so use me dont let me screw it up
i believe you oh and i need your touch
just a little spice of you
could never be too much
i believe you oh and i need you now
to make it better off somehow
you make it better off somehow

2006-06-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

OCC JUNIOR INVITATIONAL HERE I COME(:

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE.

yes im that damn lazyyy.

2006-05-19T09:13:00.000-07:00

how badly can you want something, that it holds you back from what you want. no matter how you try to avoid it, it keeps coming back to your head. you try to ignore it but when you're all alone you start wondering how perfect life would be if you had it. you become paranoid, and everything you do seems to have a link with what you desire, to the point where it does not make sense. and no matter how badly you want it, there's nothing you can do but to hope that a miracle will come your way. and to realise my favourability part of this story had come and gone and i didn't even realise it. one last year, and one during a special day of my life this year. and yet, im still holding on to something that seemingly is impossible to achieve. and even giving up is difficult, because you've been holding on for this for far too long. maybe if you understand what im saying, will anyone still want to have,

whats left of me ?

2006-05-11T07:14:00.000-07:00

heyya.
finally back from school. didn't have training today so i feel pretty good about myself right now. i was supposed to be singing tonight in front of everyone my wonderful chinese song but timmy's sick so it got put off. oh well =\ anyway im looking forward to a good weekend because i seriously need some rest and cooling off. its so stressful and depressing here in ss really! and its worst because mr seah read my blog and he was like "I SAW YOUR BLOG YOU WANTED TO SLAP ME!" i was like ooops(:
haha. anwyay jon asked me to follow him to coco tomorrow. maybe i'd go. anyway im gonna go to bed now have a great weeekend everyone.

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hairround your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell
I feel about you.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times, no more
want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the waterI'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every roomI would
That's what I'd do,
what I'd do
To get through to you

2006-05-09T04:00:00.000-07:00

helloo.

so here i am to blog about my interesting weekend again.
i was supposed to have tuition on saturday morning, but ended up oversleeping. timmy said he didn't wanna go either so we ended up sleeping. ha. met him for breakfast @ kap in the morning. i was all ready to do my work but it was so hell noisy. so we ended up cabbing to his place. took out the karaoke and started practicing singing our chinese song. haha. we were so horrible. we couldn't pronounce the words right and everything. this thursday night is gonna be so embarrassing man!): anyway after singing nonsense for like an hour, we switched to singing wierdo english songs like elton john. so i started singing 'can you feel the love tonight'. and the the stupid karaoke lyrics were screwed up! the first line went "there's a clam surrender," so i just sung the lyrics that were coming out. after i sung 'there's a clam surrender,' i went "shit that sounded wrong ?" and i see timmy rolling on the floor laughing his ass off at me. i wanted to kill him i swear. ass! its YOUR cd that screwed up not me ok! haha
anyway after that headed to NYDC and holland to have lunch with him and jon sham. talked about loads of stuff before heading down to his office to play lan with him. then i just went back home to sleep like until the next day(:
went to church sunday morning. communion was uhh.... the usual. then went for lunch with tim han and wayne at far east. ate chicken ricee. met errol there for abit. anyhow we went serene to eat my favourite REVERSOs and went macs to mug. i went home first to take a shower and get my books then went back to serene. by then phillip and kevin had came. teri and nat chua were there too. oh then terry pang and xiu came. so anyhow, we mugged till dinner time. then nicole ann came. so terry, kevin, phillip, nicole, nat and i went for dinner. nat left half way though. then we went coronation to play 2v2 dota at like 8pm. phillip is a stupid noob really! anyway after I won of course, went back home to rest before heading back to school again. ):
yeahhhhh. well good luck for everyones midyears yeah. i bet half of you guys are dying already.

Chao.

2006-05-05T19:37:00.000-07:00

helloooooooooo.

the stupid school weeks finally over.
its the asia pacific trials this monday and tuesday. sigh. haven't even been practicing.
so anyhow this week was pretty good because i ended up mugging quite abit.
and i have this singing competition next thursday where i have to sing infront of the whole school. and whats worst its chinese and im singing with Timothy who NEVER passes chinese. he gets like f9s throughout the year and i barely pass so how do we pair up ?!?! nevermind we still have hope! hahahaha.
oh there was this really boring chinese compo paper yesterday. 2 hours of boredom. and the topics given were like, unwritable. i wrote about some poser who sucks and i hated him and he was dumb and i was a genious and then i met some ass who taught me to be a gangster and then that poser beat me in my marks and he came to me and called me a loser and i reflected and we became best friends. ok im not gonna pass for sure. =
so anyway i didn't exactly go for tuition this morning because it was raining and it felt really good to be in bed. well i went for kap for breakfast if that counts for anything. and now im at timmys house ready to rehearse our singing masterpiece which im sure EVERYBODY will enjoy. plus im spending my saturday morning rehearsing so you jolly well applaud us when you hear us! HEARD THAT ALL OF YOU SPORTS SCHOOL PEOPLE READING THIS?!?!?
and if u laugh at us ill pull your nipples out i swear.

ok anyway i think its time we get rehearsing. uhh.......
ok bye!

ciao.

2006-04-30T20:32:00.000-07:00

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again
I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left...

Will you take what's left of me?

2006-04-27T22:03:00.000-07:00

ok so i haven't been updating.

theres nothing to update!
well i was talking to mel last night. she's always retarded. but then so am i . HA.
and i think i have to go mgs to meet her later. that fat assssssssss.
anyhow good luck for midyears everyone!

I DONT HAVE.
=P

2006-04-16T01:45:00.000-07:00

hey.
been quite a hectic week. 3 tests. next week another 3. zzz.
anyway last night stayed over at brmc. didn't really get much sleep. went to trinity before heading to brmc. had to wake up at 4am in the morning to assemble chairs for sunrise service. then after that went for breakfast and easter sunday service. went for shine forth for a while but i was too sleepy so i cabbed home.

well i just woke up so im probably gonna do some hw or sleep more or something ha.

hows life you ask?
it has never been more empty.

2006-04-11T02:02:00.000-07:00

Hey Biatch, thank you so very much for my purple flowers :)

Hella pretty. The week's almost over! So don't fret!

& remember, I'm here for you <3

♥ Biatch

2006-04-05T04:24:00.000-07:00

THIS FEELING AIN'T BRINGING ME DOWN UNDERSTAND???

$200justforyou.

2006-04-02T01:22:00.000-08:00

hey.

haven't been blogging because i've been really lazy and preoccupied. hah. anyhow, lifes been pretty boring but its been good.
perhaps the happiest moment was when my form teacher told me that my transformation was one of the greatest things that has happened in her teaching career. it really cheered me up. and plus getting a STAR(StudenT who Acted Right) from ms kelly for improvement brightened my mood up a little.
anyhow yesterday i was at mgs for expresso. it was pretty good! the beat boxer was really awesome. teri's singing was sensational. denise can really play the piano and sing well! and jeans dancing was really cool. yes im sure ariel did a good job with the make up cough cough.
went to phunkbar after that but it wasn't really fun. me and harry(daniel) went to nicks place to crash. chatted abit before falling asleep. and stupid harry left me in the room with no air con. woke up early the next morning to go eat some kaya toast thing. not my kinda meal really. then headed to brmc but it was pretty early so we lanned. yes harry i OWNED you.
any how went for church later. met stephan pompom but we ended up chatting. went for communion at about 11 15. was pretty cool. my first communion at brmc. heh. harry looked as though he was getting tortured in church. not gonna explain why. ha.
anyway i've been sleeping like a pig the whole afternoon and i think im gonna go back to sleep again like a PIG(i sound awfully familiar to someone).
anyway i get to skip some school next week because i have a tournament.
all the best to all the sports school golfers in our respective 3 tournaments!(Sicc, Thailand UBC and Australia Junior).

oh and incase i dont have the time,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE.

im gonna be so broke this couple of weeks thanks to birthday presents gosh. heh.
anyway have a good week ahead everyone!
and thanks for blogging for me mel biach(:
ciao!

When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

2006-03-31T06:37:00.000-08:00

My stupid bEsTfRiEnD Leon, is so horribly lazy to update his own blog

As it is, he is currently happy and doing well in school,

And boy am I proud of you :)

He’s going to be even happier cos tomorrow night, he’d be catching hothot girls jiggle their booty’s in my school. Now how exciting is that. From hat I heard today, tomorrow night’s tickets have all been SOLD OUT.

Yes you heard that, sold out

And my favourite local band is gonna guest,

ELECTRICO !

I WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUU

Heh,

This is also going to serve him as a reminder that my birthday is in

And I want to thank you, very very much, for talking to me

Talking nonsense,

Example :

"Why would I want to talk about hot guys
They only make me feel bad about myself

Ahahahahhaha"

And I am totally fine by the fact that you might turn gay due to some unforeseen circumstances ;)

Love you UNDERSTAND!

(You should know what the real phrase is)

Mel.

2006-03-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
I've got a crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you

TO ROMP OR NOT TO ROMP?

2006-03-13T00:14:00.000-08:00

hey!

im officially 16(: yay.
i celebrated my birthday on saturday. went to town with steph at about 4ish? so we walked and talked. and then i left for stamford hotel at 6. met paul there first. got a room and then slacked till the whole crew came, which was around 7. so we all got ready and by the time we left it was 10. went to madam wongs. it wasnt really good. so eventually went DxO. yeahhhhhhhh it was so much better. met rachael there. she made me buy her drinks instead of give me a present. haha. but i love this sister of mine none the less(:
so partied til about 4. then we cabbed back to the hotel to eat the cake! it was yummy. then they drew the cake down 21 levels. HAHA. retards.
sunday was a good day too(: met juncai and shumei and went for lunch. then i met patrick and nicktan too. chatted for abit and left them to catch nanny something with ariel. it was pretty good i guess. then we went birthday present shopping. she bought uhhh, some colour pencil thing to colour her eye lashes or something. haha. and i got NOTHING because i didnt know what i wanted. then we went far east to meet jean and rachael(the vegetable eater). had to wait for rachael to cut her hair before we walked all the way to paragon to eat spegaddies or something like that. rachael ate like one big plate of salad. thats all. it was like, eww? and ariel ate like, macoronni with ice cream on top or something HAHA. anyhow they went shopping after that and it was so boringgg so i went to meet rachael. then she wanted to go out with her friends and i was pretty tired so i went home instead.
well it was a great sixteen and thanks to everyone who wished me! (:
tataaaa.

2006-03-06T23:22:00.000-08:00

heyy.

now whats leon doing, blogging at 3 20 in the afternoon on a weekday? WELL HE'S SICK!! ):
he has a fever. pooooooo. and i wanted to go training, but they said go home. then i said ok ill com back tonight , and they said no come back tomorrow i dont want you to pass the disease. gosh. anyway i left school after lunch today. i didnt have lunch. i went straight to do my biology test so i could go back to my room to rest. but eventually got sent home. yupp yupp.
anyway im looking forward to my birthday(: been so busy these past few days and ill definitely need a break! well there was cf yesterday. they played more than life(: yeahhh.
any how im gonna eat lunch because i missed it just now.

COME FOR MY BIRTHDAY PARTY GUYS(:
STAY OVER AFTER FOREPLAY.
AFTERNOON WHATEVER U WANNA DO.
AT EVENING IM BOOKED.
BUT JUST COME(:

ciao!

2006-03-03T04:34:00.000-08:00

hey. been really really busy in school lately! been so busy i couldnt even come online or use the phone. anyhow i've been mugging real hard. cant afford to slack this year. and i've been starting my own qt every night. yeah. im gonna start studying real hard now. im quite disappointed i cant play all the tournaments i want to because this year is a really important year, even though im in the national youth squad i still got hell loads of catching up to do both in sports and studies. and then of course there is my social life. well its my birthday next week. having a party. yeah. well afternoon will be just be and my schoolmates + crewies + close friends. then night ill be going brmc for the bgr thing with denise and so on. then after that its foreplay! me and shu mei gonna open a room. yeah. then after foreplayy im having a stayover at a suite in raffles town club. dont think we'd be sleeping at all haha. and next day(which is my actual birthday), we are all gonna go church. except errol probably, who would end up sleeping. and scorp, who would join him. and lez, who would probably end up going home. and ... ok nevermind haha guess majority of us wont be going church. haha. anyhow, i just got home and i stink so im gonna shower. blog some other time if im free. ciao.

When the music fades
all is stripped away
and i simply come
longing just to bring
somethings thats of worth
that will bless your heart

I'll bring you more than a song
for a song in itself
is not what you have required
you search much deeper within through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and its all about you its all about you Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
when its all about you its all about you Jesus.
King of endless worth
no one could express
how much you deserve
though i'm weak and poor
all i have is yours every single breath

I'll bring you more than a song
for a song in itself is not what you have required
you search much deeper within through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart

stand by everything you've said
stand by all the promises we made
look back on the things i've done
ill run into you're open arms,
and all i know
is that i love you, more than life
i love you, more than life.
fall back on everything i've done,
fall back unto your open arms
and when the world is swept away
you are everything i need
you're the air i breathe,
and i love you, more than life
i love you more than life
and how can it be
that you were the one on the cross
and how can it be,
the scars on your hands, were for me
i love you more than life.

2006-02-26T03:18:00.000-08:00

the weekends been great. there was pimp and hos on friday but im trying not to club as much as possible so yeah. yesterday was cool too. afternoon at 1 went to meet lez,scorp and errol for lunch. as usual everyone was late, including me hahaha. we ate our usual LA MIAN. lez had to go off because, HAHA NEVERMIND. then we ate at chilled. then scorp had to go collect his ic from that immigration place, i went to ariels place. gave her the kinder surprises she wanted hahaha. and chatted. then around 3 i went to trinity to meet jean for church. after the service which lasted about an hour, headed to island creamary to eat ice cream. then chatted for a bit. bumped into her mum. eeks. then yeah left to meet errol at his crib. then scorp came. then we cabbed to pick lez up and went to lido to meet nicole. we watched final destination. it was WICKED SICK. haha damn funny. then we went to the arcade at cine . went back after that. scorp crashed at my place.
today woke up and went to church. met sophie and her sister outside. went in, met stephhhh. then went for service. then sunday class. then me,scorp,joel,errol,ariel and denise went to town to eat at some wierdo place. haha. then me,denise,errol and scorp went to island cremary again to eat more reversos hahah. yeahh. then denise went back and jun came. went to lan at coro for a while. then headed to my place for a swim. then went to my house to watch flight plan. its quite nice but we almost fell asleep because all of us were tired. haha. they just left. im gonna shower then head for dinner. cyas!

2006-02-23T17:59:00.000-08:00

hello! as promised, i'm going to blog for mr leondra ponton see.
(:

anyhow!! i'm in the library, freezing my ass off.
and i have training till nine ): so that means i'm not going for pimp and hoe.
and neither is leon. cuz apparently he says
quote: " someone has to pity you"

and indeed he shall. yayy!!!!

what a nice friend. cough.

yeaaaa. ehhh i wanna play pool with you soon. im rusty-er than ever. HAHA so yea, be nice.

you know just now, i was walking out of the washroom, and some p2 kid was walking in, and she said to her friend :"WHY IS THERE A P6 GIRL IN OUR TOILET?"

k firstly, it's not your toilet. secondly, I'M SECTHREE. hahaha omgomgomg. funneh.

k sorry i know this is really really lame leon, and bornig and all. but you're not any better so BYEEE!!

<3steph

2006-02-23T03:35:00.000-08:00

heyho.

schools been a bore. BORING. just passing day by day. poo;(
life seems meaningless. oh well.

at least im not getting in trouble. hah.
unlike last year. but i think soon some shit will crop up.
life stinks;(

and i skipped dinner so im like starving now. oh well.

)x

2006-02-19T04:22:00.000-08:00

sup.

well missed school from tuesday-thursday this week thanks for the SGA-BGA match. obviously we won but heh, they didnt put up much of a fight on the last day. friday had one day of school from 9-12. boringg. then had parents-teacher meeting at night until 10! ended so late. and i was still in school uniform. geeez. so went back home had supper and straight to bed. can u believe it, saturday morning i had tuition at 7am again. whoaa? hah. then went back home, SLEPT. went to town around 5 with norris and stuff. met lez. oh yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEZbian.

then i went to cine when they went for dinner. chilled with some of my friends. then after dinner the crew came to meet me. played some arcade and stuff. then headed to liquidroom with norris,vanessa,shumei,santos,michelle and doris. was great. had fun. the dj was great. then crashed at shu mei's house.

went to church this morning with paul. i actually went for sunday class. i was half awake and half asleep. oops? hah. so they were gonna go for lunch but i decided not to go for various reasons hah. went back home and slept like a pig till 5. then did some work and played some ps2. gonna go back to school later tonight. SIGH.

well EVERYONE go newsroom on the 11th march because my birthday is on the 12th and i think im gonna open bottles and maybe a room with shu mei.

have a great week or something in school ciao.

2006-02-13T05:20:00.000-08:00

hi.

well was quite an okay week last week. im trying to be really preoccuipied and stuff.
saturday went out to botanic gardens with jean . went to support gabriel and ben . saw alot of familiar faces haha. and it was cool to know 50% of my academy members were there. phew. thought i'd be the only one. then headed down to town to meet our dear friend mel wong. heh. went to taka la mian to eat. then went to errols house with jerm and lez and nicole and cheryl to change and headed to pavilion for players and swingers. i didnt stay with the crew. didnt feel like it. so just sat at a bar outside to watch soccer until they were done.
sunday didnt go church thanks to errol. went to holland for breakfast with everyone. then headed to taka with nick and scorp to buy valentines present. yeah. went back to errols crib to watch eurotrip. left half way to go mgs meet jean. passed her stuff. :D
cabbed back to errols crib. stayed a while. then scorp came over and ate at my house. then we played xmen together till like 10. went to lezs house to collect my ipod. then fetched scorp home and went back to school.
today had practice round 9holes before the competition on wednesday and thursday. gonna kick some beijing ass. heh.
well its gonna be a lonely valentines. but hey i did what i had to do. and im sure im moving on very quickly finally. i actually got over it already.
or maybe its because something else just began. : /

yet again, sympaties to steph.

2006-02-09T03:28:00.000-08:00

hey. schools been a bore. cant wait for the weekend break heh.
guess what ? VALENTINES DAY IS COMING. fudge that.
lonely vday again :/

well next week got a comp against bga. yeah wanna kick some beijing ass. hahaha.
well just looking forward to a week of fun competition?
this saturday is players and swingers but i cant say im really excited about it at all.
been really depressed over loads of stuff.
and its worst to know what they are. SIGH.

well have a great valentines everyone!

sympaties to stephyeo heh.

2006-02-06T04:18:00.000-08:00

yao. been really really bored of blogging. uh oh.
well today i had to go republic poly for interview. crap i think i sucked up too much. haha.

well friday the crewies hung out at errols crib. yeah chilled then went backk.
saturday went lynettes party. before that went rgs, which wasnt really all that wonderful.
and barcelona, well, could have been better. haha. i think trevose was better than that.

and well yeah, cant wait for saturday. heh.

crewies!

errol
leon
scorp
nicktan
jason
anthony
jonong
timhan
paulcrosby
jun
jerm?

yeah crewies~

sunday i went church. communion or something. then went tuition. then rushed back for lunch with paul and jon wooman. played dota or something for a while. then went back to errols crib. hung out abit. then went back home.
well gotta go study cyas!

MELISSA STEPHANIE WONG YAN JIE I AM GOING TO MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY YOU ASS WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO MGS NEVERMIND I STILL LOVE YOU BIACH MAKE SURE YOU CALL ME AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK AND TALK TO ME OHKAY!<3

2006-02-02T06:04:00.000-08:00

hey.

yeah so school today was slack. as usual. hah.
then after school came the training part which i missed thanks to our gm who thinks he knows everything.
so i got the day off. tomorrow morning we got gym though. BORING.
cant wait for saturday though (:

having dinner with the crew tomorrow. yeahhhhh.
well ciao.

2006-02-01T03:37:00.000-08:00

yao. havent blogged for a while now. mmmhm.
cny was good. collected quite alot of $$$. feeling rich. hah.
anyway saturday i just went visiting and money collecting and gambling. hah.
sunday was alright. been hanging out at errols place. then lezs' house which was supposedly 200m away from errols. YEAH RIGHT ERROL. ass. hahaha. and monday was cool. at night went errols place. played some blowing card game shit and loser who blows off all the cards end up drinking a shot. jon got so wasted. whoaa. and scorp too. shit he's damn scary when he's a violent drunk. really! all of us didnt dare touch him lah. hahaha. but i was pretty much happy to hang out with the crew lah. we're gonna have dress codes for upcoming clubbings . hahah. yeah well went back to errols place on tuesday too. we chilled at lezs' underground basement. everyones phone had no reception and i was trying to call frantically. geeeeeeeeeeez.
yeah but still a good cny becausebecausebecauseisawheratleastonce;D
well gotta go 'study'.
cyasss.

2006-01-29T07:32:00.000-08:00

us failing to be ah bengs miserably :D
who wants to see charlies angels? of course u wanna. charlie is so hot.

yeah thats chinese class for you in sports school. woooo so fun yeah! hahahhaha.
anyway today went visiting. mmmhmm only visited two houses. but yeah more to come which means more $$$ hah. then played mahjong at night. yay i made $40 bucks. they played so small. BORING. anyway gonna watch soccer now bye!

2006-01-28T02:28:00.000-08:00

hey.

yesterday was fun. met jason at 10pm at wisma taxi stand. walked to coffee club and met errol, nicole, lez and one more person i didnt know. haha. chilled there abit. then went to cine. met norris along the way. yeah so we just hung around for a while and then went to taka again and tim han came. went to indochine. so stupid. jason got bounced. and i got in. no sense right. so we couldnt stay in that club. so we went to pavilion for the back to school party. quite fun actually. but it was too warehouse-y. heh. scorpian came along too. and then met antony there. all of them got wasted. geez. so me and joyce had to bring them safely back to somewhere. so we went esplanade first to chill. then they were more or less ok after lying down for a while. so we headed to scorps house to sleep. was about 5am already. slept till like 7 before jason went back. then we slept till 10. went for breakfast at holland v. then cabbed home. today i just slept like a pig. heh. got reunion dinner soon, then maybe zw might be coming over to crash over at my place. watch soccer and eat ba gua. hahaha.
yeah well cyas.

2006-01-26T05:05:00.000-08:00

hey. wow im blogging again.
well schools been a bore. but im surviving. got like, 2 tests tomorrow. pfft. and 6feb is my entrance exam. cant fail that one if not ill be doing o levels. shouldn be hard though. just an ordinary english paper and an interview. heh.
well im pretty pissed right now. this asshole in my school called dexter just pissed me off. i was sitting down with bernice, and he just came. sat down. and looked at me like he wanted to fight. im like, wtf ? so i just studied. then he scolded me for making too much noise. wtf ? so im like, right. and he was smsing bernice. they were just beside each other lah wtf. and his phone non stop beeping, it wasnt even on silent. what the hell. and he even had the guts to scold me for making too much noise. and then he laughed at one sms, im like right. so i covered my face with the article i was reading. and he punched it. fuck him lah. if i wanted to beat you up you would be begging at my feet you asshole. hope u get killed my the soccer people u dick head. bastard.
right. thats why im pissed. if studying with a girl is that wrong, ill GLADLY study alone. you can never have peace in this damn school. talk to a girl and the whole school will think u like her. that is really lame and immature. sports school is not as fun as you think it is. even though its slack, its so political that anyone who comes here would majority of the time just feel like dying.
well thank god for some friends who i can rely on in this school. and they were ex acsians. phew ? haha yeah. and the friendly teachers. except some who are friendly on the outside but will just kill you from behind. heh.

well im too lazy to continue on and i've gotta go for some gay meeting with the boarding manager later again. probably gonna make lights off at 10 again. its not like we'll be keeping to it anyway. pfft.

bye.

2006-01-23T22:05:00.000-08:00

hey,

been really lazy to blog. heh. well yesterday was ok. school ended really really late. so tiring. then went to training which ended really really late too. pooo;(
then i had swimming this morning. it was FREEZING COLD i nearly froze to death. but whatever. school just ended. and i have training very soon. so tiring. and i have so much homework to do tonight. somebody save me!

what can i do to make you mine,
falling so hard to fast this time
what did i say what did you do
how did i fall in love with you.

2006-01-22T03:42:00.000-08:00

hey.
been really lazy to blog. really couldnt be bothered. but anyway, ill blog about yesterday and today. yesterday i had tuition in the morning at 7am. yes, i did say 7AM. freaking retarded. well after tuition i went to holland to have breakfast with scorp. we chilled and walked around and talked and ATE PRATA. haha. then headed to burger king to read some mags, then headed to acs international cus i wanted to see the campus. well then i went home. went to town later on with mum and bro to buy some cny shirts, then met steph and harry. walked around. played pool and walked around some more. yeah. then went cine, met jon ong and tim han,adam, wayne, all of them lah. so chilled. oh i met rachael and dawnie and her friends! (: miss them so much. well went to cine to play some pool challenge thing table. whoa 50people watched me play. i won. woohooo. felt so satisfying. well then me, ingrit(dunno how to spell), norris and santos went to one fullerton to club. left around 1ish.

this morning went to church. went for 2 services. but didnt go to sunday class. met alot of people. then went for lunch with errol, paul, ariel, mark. yeah. chilled around in town and stuff. pauls damn funny and cool. we're the crew. woosh. we got all the hand signs shit and words right. haha. gonna organise a party during march. like the last clubbing party until everyone has to mug for crazy for o levels. mmmhm. and my birthday too. then we played 3v3 dota and cs against sean pohh and his friends. yeah well then me, errol and nicole walked all the way to wheelock. errol was damn slow. when there was 3 of us left, i was like, 'DONT I LOOK BRIGHT?' and errol couldn understand what i meant. up to now he still doesnt know. haha.

anyway, some clubbing parties and concerts coming up.

27th,4th,11th,18th. mmm. gotta decide where to go.
actually made up my mind except on the 11th. still hoping so badly it will happen. so badly.
sigh.

cheers.

2006-01-20T02:07:00.000-08:00

yaoyao.

im home now. yay. earlier than steph. woohoo. anyway, last night i slept really really late because of mr HAIRY, i mean HARRY. yeah me and steph stayed up till midnight on the phone to wish him happy birthday. and when i finally could sleep, harry had to call me to chat. DOHH. so we chatted till like 1ish or something. mmhmm yeah. then i had to wake up super early for gym, like i really couldn bother doing gym because i was SO SLEEPY. pooo. yeah anyway school was ohkay. no training today because i have a dinner l8er. anyway im gonna shower before i go out. byee.

2006-01-19T03:42:00.000-08:00

hey.

well school today was as usual. im starting to enjoy chinese lessons. mr tok rocks. hahaha. well i got loads and loads of homework to do. LOADS. so much. i better start doing them now. heh. dont really feel like blogging.

bye

when the oceans rise and thunders roar
i will soar with you above the storms
and when the stars come crashing down
ill be in heaven watching them with you.

2006-01-17T21:54:00.000-08:00

hey. was too lazy to blog yesterday. quite pissed off too anyway. well, yesterday was quite alright. at night after boring study time, me and calvin and stuff chatted in the room. yusof tried to rape me. kept pulling my pants down and shit. haha. and ridzwan video-d the whole thing. then chatted with calvin. isnt it amazing how all my friends are inter-related. you thought you knew someone no one knows, and then your friends friend happened to be that persons good friend. whoaaa. go figure that out. anyway, then i followed calv as he went to put a rose in that girls locker. how sweet of him ehh? yeah valentines day round the corner. actually not yet, but i mean if you want a valentine you better start now right. but i think ill probably be valentineless this year. in fact, i've been pretty much valentineless my whole life. never had a valentine before actually. oh and i was quite pissed at the fact francesco backstabbed me again. well its ok now i know what i should be doing and what i should not.
so anyway, school today was pretty slack. actually it was very SLACK. ahah. two periods of english, where flossie just started talking about her life long stories about death and love, which wasnt what i wanted to hear really. then chinese, where they did the first chapter of the first textbook, which was about valentines day. yeah. CRAP. then maths where i pretty much slept through the whole period and mr ho really didnt bother much. yeah that was cool(:
well im just gonna listen to ipod and sleep or something. suppose to be at the physio but im feeling a whole lot better so i dont think ill go. got training later. yeah i miss training. havent been for training for the past two days because of my slight back injury. muscle sprain or something. yeahh.

well buhbye =

hello. helping leon blogg!

2006-01-16T23:33:00.000-08:00

HELLO !

guess what. i had no training today and yesterday because i injured my back! pooo); well yeah i should be fine by tomorrow. schools been quite a bore, esp. today becase there was a stupid BIOLOGY PAPER. i hate HERBERT(BIO TEACHER). anyway im so sleepy im gonna go back to SLEEEP. blog later tonight maybe?

Hearing your voice just makes me remember,
All those times when we were nothing more than friends,
I knew you, you knew me, and everything was plain to see,
How did I let us get so deep?
I never wanna let you go,
In ya eyes I can tell that is what we both know,
I never wanna see you cry,
Or love so burn baby let it die
She lives in my head
from the start of my day 'til night
I must be out of my head
for I'm hangin' on her so tight

2006-01-15T02:30:00.000-08:00

who's the pig? ME.

this morning went to church, then went home and SLEPT like a pig. i just woke up. YAO! BUT ITS SO BORING. so im gonna go back to sleep. oh you know at barker after church, i was sitting outside with alot of people. then i listened to cannonball and brighter than sunshine and i suddenly felt depressed. that things bothering me again. shit. anyway, SLEEP. tonight i gotta go back to school. ;(

you turn every head but you dont see me

2006-01-14T08:13:00.000-08:00

yao. just showered. its 12 30 am now. mmm.
well today was not a good day. ):
yeah well i left my phone in my room in school. so no phone. met russell when i woke up. then we took a bus to town. then met zw and barker, he hopped on, then hopped off at his house to change. meanwhile me and russ when far east to eat chicken rice. mmm then zw came and he went burger king to eat so me and russ had to watch. BORING. haha. then sebastian came.
was super funny. had this poker set in a briefcase, that looked like those you would put a BOMB IN. hahaa. then russell tried putting it down outside paragon and ramos will like, come take it after a while. for fun lahhh. then when russ put it down and walked away, some woman ran after him. told him if he does anything more suspicious she would call the police. HAHA. then we went cine. yeah then i put the briefcase on level 5 right in the middle of the floor. everyone walked past it but didnt bother. how annoying. then sebastian went to take it and we were laughing for no apparent reason. haha. then zw and seb left , so me and russ went arcade. yeah then walked to lido but no nice movies. he went american club and i met the rest at dome. yeah boring after that. then worst thing came. kw fought with jj. yeah they fought. not gonna explain what happened.
yeah so now im home. oh yeah this year i have no trainings on sundays! so i can finally go church. gonna go brmc with jeric and kw . wanted to go with sl and everyone else to wesley, but then some confusion with sl and samantha and all that so yeah not gonna go to avoid complications.
anyway goodnight guys!

GOODLUCK TIM , LAM AND JONWOO FOR YOUR TRIP TO HONGKONG! KICKASS YEAH!

2006-01-13T18:21:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHAT.

im watching powerpuff girls. its like, 10 20am. i woke up at 6. SIX. bahh. went to tuition at serene centre with tim at 7. i was sitting beside this guy who looked like a hamster and he kept staring at me. GAY. and he kept making squeeky noises once in a while. i was like, EWW.
then me and tim went macs and chatted abit. then YOU KNOW WHAT I DID ? I WALKED HOME FROM SERENE CENTRE. i walked past chinese high, past mgs, and all the way home i went. no shit im like dying. im gonnna sleep. TOO TIRED. chatted on this phone last night with steph to about 1. gotta meet alex for lunch later, then probably steph.

OH I SAW JON CHUA AND CANDY AT THE BUS STOP YESTERDAY HAHA. and i called jon and he kept showing off his girlfriend. WHATEVER.

ok gonna sleep BYE (:

2006-01-12T22:12:00.000-08:00

YAO.

im in school now. its 2.10pm. i finished school at 12. went for lunch. and then, CHINESE PAPER 1 MOCK EXAM. what the hell. i hate friday the 13ths! arghhhh. and i didnt know what GOU TONG means(communication). i had to sms zhen and she told me. phew. hahahha.

well school was quite fun today. me,desmond,ridz and yusof ran into the staff room to steal drinks and food because we were too hungry. haha. we stole too many cans of coke and root beer i think we're gonna get caught. shit! hahaha.

anyway, gonna go watch the eye 10 on this lap top in a bit with calvin , bh and tim. so boreddd.
got training at 430. then HOME SWEET HOME(:
i wanna go out tomorrow.
shit. i have tuition at 7am in the morning. SHIT!!!!!
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ohohoh me and scorp are really gay. at night before we sleep we sms each other good night honey/baby/sweetie. HAHA. IS THAT GAY OR WHAT.

ohwouldanyonebelievethatarielwasincheerleadinglastyear?istillcantgetoverthathahaha

2006-01-12T02:43:00.000-08:00

aeigbieangeaogoaen

today started off like CRAP. stupid manager made us run 4k! what the hell. after running 3.5k around neighbourhoods,past schools, around god knows where, we finally reached school again, and then he goes, ONE MORE LAP AROUND THE TRACK. i mean, what the hell go and dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. yeah then i missed breakfast because i was too tired and lazy to get out of bed. school was boring. but yusof,me,calvin and ridz tried getting the digimon open to cheat. haha. but we only made a mess out of it and now my digimon is DEAD. arghhhhhhhhh. HAHA. and because of them i was late for training!! !@#$$%%.
anyway im gonna like, shower now then head for yummy dinner. it better be good.

imtooafraidtotell:D

2006-01-11T03:06:00.000-08:00

HELLOOooOooOO.

im in school now. using my lap top to blog. today was ohkayyy. had mcdonalds for breakfast. wooohoooo. then chinese period i just slept and the teacher was like, wake up wake up. but i didnt really listen. and he kinda just kept trying to wake me up. so i was like, so persistent, okok ill wake up. HAHA. then i had maths which was a breezee.

training was cold. it rained and i froze out there. sigh. got on the bus back to school and froze in there. anyway im gonna bathe then head for dinner. temperature check tonight. how gay is that. i didnt bring my thermometer. oh well. ill find a way. i always do.

and ill even find a way into your <3

BYE(:

2006-01-10T05:58:00.000-08:00

yao!

just got back from town. woke up at like, 11. had tuition at 12. it was scary at tuition. first time i saw the tutor get angry because these two losers sitting in front of me were like, talking all the time and didnt do their work. so he shouted at them and one of them cried. he went to the toilet. then i finished tuition. went toilet and saw him crying. i was like, serve you right. then he didnt dare go back into the room. HAHA. he called his mum. and his mum went in instead. haha. then steph came in a taxiii. so went to taka. walked around. then headed to cine . she bought kfc then went downstairs to eat. met teri and sarah. then started doing like, one a lil bit of work. then headed to cuppage for pool. steph is useless in pool. i mean, she was potentially good. haha. then headed back to cine. hung out at the arcade. she escaped the para para again. -,-. but i kicked her ass in air hockey. then met jon ong,errol. shawn ong, nicole, scorp . fetched steph t get a cab then met them again. ate at crystal jade. they are a funny bunch. VERY FUNNY. haha.

anyway i gotta go back school soon. BYE.

2006-01-09T05:06:00.000-08:00

YAY IM HOME.

school was absolutely boring. i had so much homework. what the hell. the teachers just kept gaving us homework like nobody's business! POOOOO. and gym today was a KILLER. i nearly fainted OHKAY. then i had to run 3 laps under 1min45secs but i ran under 1min30secs. then after 2laps, i started dying. and after 3 laps, i died. yeah. HAHA.

iYdreamtOaboutU(:

2006-01-08T21:02:00.000-08:00

my my my,

didnt it rain the whole day. and i didnt even LEAVE A FOOT OUT OF MY HOUSE.
amazing isnt it? i ended up like, staring into my computer for the whole day, playing ps2, eating like a pig. blah blah. HOW BORING. and i gotta go to school later. what the hell lahhhhhhhhhh. so depressing. well i managed to get a load off my mind for the day thanks to nicklaus. talked alot and it did help. but it just got it out of my mind temporarily only. sighh. well, ill be back tomorrow evening. : / how i'd wish things would change this instant.

TAKE ME AWAY PLEASE.

2006-01-07T07:03:00.000-08:00

HELLO.

today i went to meet danton for lunch. UNEXPECTED CALL from him. HAHA.
so went to the row of food shops opposite beauty world to eat chicken rice. met him and zheng wen and russ. was nice to see them again. so we ate and chatted. then headed for dantons house. zw and russ went tuition. so i went dantons house. played some ps2 and com. then zw came. played winning-11 like crazy. yeah. then we went for dinner at some ubin seafood place at sixth avenue. not bad. i think they charged us less than it really was. so we saw the bill and left asap. haha. yeah then we went back to dantons place to watch the long weekend. good shit man. and danton has like, alot of alcohol. WHOA. and his dad doesnt even need them. i wanna be dantons best friend man. HAHA.
anyway im gonna stay here till around 11 45 then head home. gotta go for supper tonight later. scorpian better come this time or ill kill him. haha

if you only noticed those around you
who actually cared about you.
and when you find the heart to love someone finally,
guess what.
its gonna be me(:

2006-01-06T20:04:00.000-08:00

class 4b2 at the awards night(:

ahhhh its finally the weekend.

oh oh oh i got selected into the national youth squadddddddddddddddddd.
at least something right happened right?
ahaha.

well the whole week wasn as bad as i expected. but i'd rather be in acs barker. haha. cant forget the fun sec 1 and sec 2 times there.

but u know what. before i even had any HOMEWORK, i had a chinese paper 2 mock exam. how annoying is that ? it basically took all my brain cells for the month away. well the only thing during the paper that helped was watching timothy finish his paper in like 15mins and slept the whole way through. HAHAHA.

so yeah, training was ok. until coach had to show us a video of all the garbage we left behind. and majority was by me. so everyone was staring at me. and the coach was, "HMMM, I WONDER WHY EVERYONE IS STARING AT YOU LEON." i was like, oh shit. so i just said SORRY.
hahaha. then soon almost everyone apologised too. hahahaa.

anyway reached home at around, 7ish. ate and went online. i was too lazy to take a shower immediately. so me and steph weere like, competing who could get out of the chair and go shower first. haha. we ended up showering at 9. haha. yeah it stunk the room for a while.

then i went to sixth avenue for 'supper' with ariel. it wasnt really much of a supper was it? haha. and i still havent tried eating prata. nick scorpian fell asleep on me. haha asshole.
so yeah went to 7-11 to buy cup noodles because ariel was being a pig as usual. we just drank milos and talked after that before we both cabbed home.

well gotta go for lunch mums yelling.
bye.

2006-01-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

yao.

im like using a lap top now. HAHA.
i tried blogging using the schools computer but it didnt work. !@#$.
anyway, school is ok. im like, this big suck up in school now.
teachers think i changed from last year. last year i was like, the highlight of the year. most detentions and all that shit. haha.
and my new manager isnt really nice. makes us go for training everyday and drills us unlike jon sham who rocks! (:

awards night was cool. all of us had to dress formal. and girls had training off that day to go hairdressers and shit to do their hair and nonsense. what the hell lah. hahahhaa.
anyway it went pretty well. only thing that sucked was the fact that the guest of honour came like, very very late. and the speeches they gave were long and boring. dohhh.

yeah. nicole came into the school this year. not my class though.

i have like 6months of school and im free to slack off. woohooo.
jia youuu.

oh my chinese teacher talks like a machine gun. WE ALL GAve up listening to him! and worst still, HE'S BALD. shit.

HAHA AND DANNY CUT OF ALL HIS HAIR HE IS A MONK WHAHAHHAA. and he brought a DIGIMON TO SCHOOL AND IT HAD CHEATS WHAT THE HELL. HE LENT IT TO ME AND IM PLAYING IT. IM SO GAY.

hahahahha.

oh breakfast sucks. they gave us noodle that tastes exactly like PLASTIC. ewwww.

anyway. lights off is at 11 now. but who cares when lights off is. its not like we abide by it. we just sleep when we want to. haha. anyway im too lazy to continue blogging.

have fun in school everyone(who am i kidding ehh?)

<3

2006-01-01T21:36:00.000-08:00

what if i was just too afraid to say
what if i've been waiting for this every night and day
what if i've been running away from the truth
what if i've been longing for you
and what if i didnt have the courage to tell you
because i know it might not happen
what if i just enjoy every moment i've spent with you
and you dont even know that i had feelings you.
what if....
...
...
...
...
...
...
i loved you.

2005-12-31T18:08:00.000-08:00

hey.

yeah happy new year everyone!

anyway. had a party at janans place all night yesterday. but it was quite a mess before and after that. before that, we realised the place was in a mess, things had gone missing, and we had a lack of many items. so met everyone at around 130. went to holland to buy the sprays. got drinks and food too for the crew. then we had to mop the place, clean up everything else. well after a few hours we slacked abit. swam. then went up. started talking, taking photos, changing, doing each others hair. haha. was fun man. the party was great. almost 200 people turned up. many many familiar faces. surprising how many outside people came. well yeah. hopefully we made enough to cover up our losses. i was pretty much down in the dumps the whole party. i didnt even go to the dance floor for more than 10mins. well im not gonna explain why. but yeah. thanks ailin and freddie yeah. love you guys.

now i know
theres a link between the two
being close to craziness
and being close to you.
i was,
hopelessly addicted
and helplessly attracted
to you.

no more girl. no more.

if you take a picture, where would i be

2005-12-29T21:31:00.000-08:00

hello everybody !
mel here guestblogging for our darling muggerhead leon
sigh
leon leon

this boy makes me worried sometimes
oh well <3
acquainted
while in class and finally realised
wow he aint that idiotic after all

that was the first part of the year

then came the bubble blowing
the pen borrowing
the fool scape paper taking
sigh leon leon leon
YOU AHH

but its all good, cos leons my BeSt bUdDiEzXzX now
ahaha

so to everyone out there
i hope your 2005 was an enjoyable one
i know fo sho that mine was,
and cos being in 3b was one of the reasons <3

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !
MEL

2005-12-28T02:36:00.000-08:00

shit i actually slept the whole day. supposed to meet everyone in town but i didnt really feel like it. anyhow, i didnt feel like going out anyway. i didnt feel like doing anything. shit i have tuition tomorrow morning. FUCK.
Its dinner time. might be going mos later. thats if i feel like going out in the first place.

if i had one wish at all
it'd be about you

2005-12-27T21:07:00.000-08:00

christmas finally over. school term about to begin. damn this sucks.

well this week has had its up and downs.
was great to see joel ee back. heh.
and had my fair share of fun and boredom.

been mugging but playing as hard. which is good.
chinablack yesterday. wasnt as fun as the one last monday. the party at janans house was great. though i was wasted. thanks to someone. but well it was fun. surprising how many people were wasted for the party. and once again thanks ariel for the free entry HAHA. just dont eat to much phat so.
aizaad went chinablack for the first time yesterday. haha. well it wasnt really as great as it should be. but i guess it was alright. anyway got to sleep im tired as ever. and got a bbq and pasir ris later. dont know if i'd go though.

and you were so much more than what i remembered.

2005-12-27T07:05:00.000-08:00

you have gone out with me barely 5 times. you barely sms me anymore. this week you smsed me like, 10times max. you havent smsed me since yesterday. you hardly talk to me because youre too busy. and if youre talking to me and your friend wants to talk to you, you will hang up on me. if i ask you to go out, your friends outings are ahead of me for sure. and im just another alternative to you.

so honestly, tell me that its over.

2005-12-25T21:08:00.000-08:00

I FUCKING HAD TUITION THIS MORNING.

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

jeric and juncai are in my house now. on my bed. assholes.

well gotta get ready to go town and janans party thing later bye.

and yes FUCK christmas.

2005-12-25T16:37:00.000-08:00

merry christmas everyone!

well it wasnt much of a christmas for me now was it ?

2005-12-24T19:02:00.000-08:00

heyy. its christmas.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

i went to town after going to georges house to pass him his christmas present. mum fetched me to novena square where i met amar. took a mrt to dhoby and then went to dome to meet everyone else. then went to cuppage. mmmm. stayed for about an hour before i went taka to shop with ariel. bought her mum some necklace and earring set. then bought her brother some shirt thing. then i went to cine to meet jolene. she went to watch king kong after a while so i went back to dome to meet everyone. so we were practically bored for the rest of the night. until, it was 10pm. when sprays were sold. when all of us had too much money and nothing better to do. SPRAY AHH. haha so stayed in town till like 3. went back to cine to meet norris and both kennys. tim han almost got whacked up by a mutt but some negros saved him. HAHA. he's damn funny. anyway i cabbed home with norris and his friend. he made a new tatoo. thank god its not a star anymore. haha.

yes i came home like i took a shower but didnt wash off the shampoo and soap. HAHA.

(:

i've been addicted to you
but i guess i saw the end before it begun
<3

2005-12-23T01:52:00.000-08:00

hello.

so i had tuition in the morning again. then i was deciding to go home or not. no one seemed to be out today. so when i was just about to go home, i called this girl called ARIEL. she was sleeping. and i woke her up. and she came after 45mins. and we ate. HAHA. sorry ariel.
well we ate macs. then ate ice cream. sheesh she is gonna be damn PHAT lah. yeah. then we walked to coro and cabbed to her friends place and then went to newton to take mrt to orchard. quite retarded. taxi driver told us orchard was packed. went there and it was ,..... the opposite. yeah. so they went to watch narnia and i met alvin in dome. then soon leng and santos came. but i was kinda tired. and santos was pretty much being an ass half the time so i decided to go back. im too tired to go indochine. been tired ever since chinablack for some reason. must be the damn tuitions in the morning. and mums nagging all the time to go training. kinda sick of it. but yeah. now im gonna sleep. wake me up tomorrow morning someone. thanks!

its tearing up my heart when im with you,
and when we are apart,
i feel it too.
and no matter what i do,
i feel the pain,
with or without you.

let me go please if this is gonna continue to happen.

2005-12-22T07:12:00.000-08:00

mmm.

i had tuition in the morning again. WTF.

but got to meet hannie after that. watched king kong. ALMOST watched narnia but someone ............... NEVERMIND. haha.
then we had walked around pacific plaza. mmm. and she left. and jeric came late. again. and he had the cheek to say " SINCE WHEN HAVE I CAME ON TIME TO MEET U? "
i wanted to SLAP him. hahahaha.
then we played dota. and pool. and went KAP. and then went home. what an "enjoyable day.

oh i have tuition tomorrow again. AGAIN.
christmas is coming! dohhh.
mummy bought the presents for me. hahaha.

i doubt ill be going out tomorrow. too boring.
LALA

ARIEL U SUCK BIG TIME.

2005-12-21T07:46:00.000-08:00

today i got stuck in town alone again. let me say that AGAIN.

I WAS ALONE IN TOWN AGAIN.
so i met my friends. and played dota and ate and shit.

then i went home ALONE.

WHAT A LONELY DAY.

ohandihavetuitiontomorrow.
WHAT A LOSER I AM.

SHUT UP STEPHYEO.

2005-12-20T06:12:00.000-08:00

it is NEVER just about you.

2005-12-20T05:18:00.000-08:00

I ACTUALLY HAD TUITION TODAY. OMG.
and i went to town in track pants. HAHA.

oh i bumped into steph. THANKS FOR THE MUNNY(:

met lennard and errol and jun cai too. heh. they totally suck at playing computer games. but it was fun.

HAHA CASEY EMBARRASS!

and i cant pretend your just a friend
but i cant accept you as anything more.
it looks like,
you will never understand how i feel.
i hope one day you'll realise.
before i cant take it anymore.

2005-12-19T16:53:00.000-08:00

hello.

yesterday was quite a fun day. left home at 11 to go self training. then after that followed mum to see my new tuition teacher to arrange tuition times. went home after that. then i headed to town to meet hannah. met her at lido. bumped into rachael(: & dawn. we walked around and shopped. she bought a book and a pen(finally). haha yeah. then we walked around until about 6. headed to orchard plaza. bumped into many people. nice to see joel ee again. heh. then i went to play dota. then headed to cine to meet violet. then i went to chinablack with isaac chan. i bought my ticket for 14 and sold it for 18. haha. then i bought it again for 10. hahhaa. yeah. it was quite fun. dance floor was so freakin small though. met many familiar faces. like janan and patrick. patrick looked drunk even before he went in. quite alot of people sold off their tickets. sorry couldn go to your house junyat! too far lah. and mahjong isnt my speciality. haha. but im sure everyone enjoyed themselves. then went to dome to play dota and i slept there till like, 8. then cabbed home in some star driver taxi.
got tuition later, damn.

ARIEL owes me $15(:
i miss you fatty);

2005-12-18T07:40:00.000-08:00

today i went to town.
i was suppose to meet hannah.
but she couldn make it again.
so i was alone in town. again.
and steph is a nice person who is deprived.
and im just a nicer person who is depressed.

ok bye.